the selfish the sensitive. :)

i just dont get it. i cry many times this lately. there was something that keep my heart beat fast. im soo tired. it hurts. i wait till midnight and i feel so lonely. i can only hug tabby. i hate it, this pain. the pain that you couldnt understand, the tears that you wouldnt care of. if i could hide, i will hide. such sensitive i was. and all i get is nothing, im wasting my tears. i need to get some rest. :)