wednesday morning. :)

the sky seems soo perfect clear today. sigh. where is he actually? i gave him a text lastnight and i waited him in facebook, but no sign of him. :s

is he mad or is he going to do something? I hate this when it happend. Seriously, i waited for him till midnight -.-'

im alone in this big room, well.. not perfectly alone, i got tabby rite beside me. my eyes it hurts.

im not fasting, due to girls stuff. 7 days off! :))

emmm, wish he could text me now. :/

Dyyy.

pain and guilty.

the pain , its real. the tears wont stop. some words were spoken clear but i cant stop the tears. i knew i shouldnt doubt for such a thing, i click the image for save and its hard to delete it now.. let it be for awhile... though its hurt but its okay, its my fault baby. be happy and cheer up, yea? i always love you.

by abby..

i understand althought i let tears fall. :)

my full time, thought it would be wonderful. i cant stop smiling when i know he will be with me today. one wall post appeared on my wall that he was glad im back, and i smiled though after that he were off, i guess.. but it doesnt matter at all, my happiness on that second push everything out. while waiting, i browse his profile, and i smiled again. imagine three times smiling alone infront of a screen, how happy i was at that time. he spent alot of great times and that even makes me more happy and smile... again... the highlights went on view picture of him, so i click rite away, well im used to it already. all the picture was his colleagues, glad he was having so much fun. i click on page 2, its the same but when i browse down the page, the last picture showing him with his friend, a girl.. just both of them in that picture, i was shocked but i understand, that was his friend though my heart beat fast i cant stop my finger on clicking to next page, they were getting closer to each other from one picture to every picture of them. the room was full in silence, i click save, and there it was in my phone.. i watch it again and again.. i felt it.. i felt tears.. but i whisper to my self, i understand.. they were just colleagues friend.




if your love one were tag in a picture, showing both female and male getting closer.. you guys know how i feel..

i let this all out here, so i can feel better....

baaaaaaaack from paper work. :)

Im soooo sorryy that i havent update for such a loooong time. exam exam exaaaaam. phewwww. and now im back, nothing can stop me! Nyahahaha and im going to spent my time with dyyy my love. hehehe ;D