unexpectable :')

we were laughing together in my moms bedroom, me and riley. At first, i showed someone's blog at my mom, she even judge it. talk about radio voice, and then the door bell rang, I ran outside to open, it was erah (my younger sister) back from afternoon school. Her face were in hurried, i spotted dad's handphone on her hand, so i grab it. I know something bad happend i can feel it, till she say "it's akong(granpa)" , i went back inside to tell mom its a text msg from aunty. she took the handphone and read it one by one. We were inattentive by that moment, while mom read the text msg "naa, babh ia betahan a...(continuos)" and then she cry, she put the phone down, i were flabbergasted but also curious. Riley pick up the phone and read the msg, i know it's about akong, but what is it?


she read the last word that i would never expected in my whole life, "cancer" i can feel tears running down on my cheek, this isn't a joke anymore.

it's serious...


this is the first time ever, i saw mom cry so bad. Something incentive and i know i must do something. so i hug her tight "mam, be happy. he need us" mom just shook her head. :s

she keep on crying, I even cry with her. this is not working. i felt like the whole world pointing at mom. so i hug her more tighter to make her feel better.

i've texted my cousins and second family, they were shocked and aunty duri (mami) even cry. suyil tell me about it. Cousin were all out of mood and eager to visit akong.
i lost my mood too, akong can't stand too long, his backache is serious. we'll visit him soon.

To mom and mami, cheer up :'))
To all my cousins, Be strong, he need us :'))

Let us pray for akong, and god please, I pray nothing will happend.



AKONG, WE LOVE YOU GRANDPA. AND BE STRONG FOR US! :'D

marvellous o-rangers ;))

heeei ! today was AWESOME last course for prs at smb. At first i didn't agree to be grouped in orange team, but things change. orange wereee cooool! i have alooot of new friends. fir , sal , muas , syaz , and jingga team! you guys were DOUBLE TRIPLE AWESOME!

afternoon lunch, nasi ayam penyet for prs. just like what sal have said "basar ayam nya". yes, it was a BIG CHICKEN DRUMSTICK! wheee ;DD

then the boys and half of the girls went out to pray, most of the girls stay, including me -.-'

after zuhor prayer, we continue our activities till 3.20. 10 minutes break, with COCKTAIL TART! i think it was prs tea break? except it wasn't a tea, but orange jus. orange break? ;P

last final touch, activities "caunselor and clients, briefing about "asking skills" boreddd a, i can see idzaan sleepy :P

then we were asked to close our eyes, and then there was this sad song, and then people get gloomy eyes, some cry! :s

and that was the end of my day, closing ceremony with cg. azrin's selawat. photo taken, video taken, facebook email taken.. Hahahaha. MARVELLOUS O-RANGERS, I LOVE YOU GUYS! ;D

Inspirations ;))

I adoooooooooooooooree 'W's Blog, it was awesome! i remember it was december, currently second blog were used. boredum strikes, and i realize im in the middle of torturing my brain. holding phone and tweeeenggg, internet! giggles.

Browsing google were not so called fun, so i check my facebook! JENG JENG! now, thiss is the moment my inpiration about to happend. first scroll i saw a link to a blog, it wasn't 'W's though, someone hafz or something. I admit, i yawn for like countless time ;s

soooo, i continue on scrolling to the bottom of the page, leaving nothing, till i found SOMETHING! welll not quiet a thing, but SOMEONE'S BLOG! It attracted my eyeballs since then, seriously. I can feel the feeling of 'AMAZE' . This blog i was inspire of have a symbol of a BIG 'W'. i think~ thats the name? probably a duplicate of batman? ;p sortaa, whatever then. The facts is youuu can find 'W' anyywhere in that person blog. My inner self were satisfied with 'W's blog, crapp rite?? iknooww, but thanks 'W'!

I ADORE YOUR BLOG, 'W's :))

This is not my first :))

since my first and second blog were deactivate due to some problem such as hacker and everything,i decided making my third account :)) so be happy with it aye?

well, I'm Ann J. Meth, view me on facebook "Ann J. Methanne" or search for "Anny Mj". Not much, juuuuuust orrrrrrrdinary!